On Monday my darling wife and I returned to the site of our first ever date, some six months ago. The Bridge To Nowhere has not changed, indeed much like Kacy it is as beautiful as ever, but our relationship has grown and deepened in ways I would never have dared to dream of, back then. On our first visit, which you can remind yourselves of here, I was acting as Kacy's guide to the Grid, after she contacted me having been a reader of my blog for a while. Truth be told, I was already hopelessly in love with her, and felt a strength of emotion such as I hadn't felt before. Perhaps this time?
However my track record was not good in matters of the heart, so I was restrained in my wording of our first times together. Gradually it became more apparent that my future wife shared my feelings, indeed had to some extent fallen for me through my scribblings, and love bloomed quickly.
It was a hard learning curve for me, to accept that someone wanted me as I was, that I had no need to be or act any other way than what came naturally, but in the end Kacy's patience, honesty and careful handling of my fragile heart won out,
and finally I allowed myself to believe that this was a love that would last. And now we are married! The most incredible feeling in the world that a man can feel, is to be wed to the woman who completes him. I am so very blessed to have Kacy in my life, to stand at her side as her chosen partner in SL.
It is said that everything changes when one gets married, and so it does, but perhaps not in the way it is generally portrayed. I love this amazing, magical woman more than ever, and every day is a joy for me, just as it was when we first started
out on this journey together. And Kacy tells me it is the same for her, indeed her actions telegraph this to my heart all the time, especially those times when words just are not enough to express the feelings that pass between us. The lost, halting, hideously unsure Djinn of six months ago is now a glorious Cat, strengthened by the love his angel has given him, to the point where he is himself more than he has ever been, more secure, more confident, and definitely more happy than he ever thought he could possibly be.
We cannot know what the next six months will hold, but with my wife beside me, I welcome all that it may bring, and we shall return to our bench again to see where we have got to. I love you Mrs Scaggs!
*I don't usually barge in on my husband's posts, but this one needed a few words from me, the overjoyed Mrs. Scaggs. These six months have indeed been an amazing, love filled journey for Mordecai and I. I never knew a life like this, a love like this, was possible in Second Life. I think we have made our Second Lives so full and rich, filled with love and laughter, shared with each other and good friends. My life changed the day I met my then Guardian, I giggle now thinking about how we played that part here on our blog, when really we were desperately in love with each other. Perhaps we share too much here, or aren't in character enough, or tell enough grand tells of all the silly adventures we have day in and day out, but we do have a record of our love. A beautiful account of our love story, our life together and how happy we are to be living it with each other. And that to me is the most precious thing, and hopefully, dear readers, warms your hearts as well. Mordecai showed me so many things, made me believe in the innocence of pure, true love, and I feel blessed everyday. I love you Mr. Scaggs, so so much!*
Your daily dose of besotted-ness brought to you by the Scaggsess!!
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